HAPPY VALENTINES DAY RIAN!!

I'm so sorry if this ends up being super long, LOL. I just really wanted to make you something for Valentines day, and I thought... why not a page on my website rambling about how much I love him? PERFECT! I'm also drawing you something but by the time you read this, I've already given you the drawing at your bell ringing :3

anyway.. where do I even begin? Most of the stuff I say ive probably already said before, so oopsie :D HOWEVER... You're the most amazing person I've ever met in my entire life, and I'm not just saying that. I never had someone that I really connect with, but then I met you, and got to know you, and well now we're here! I love that I can be myself around you and not be judged, I love that I can tell you anything. I feel so comfortable and safe around you. When we're together, it feels like the entire world has melted away and it's just us floating on a little rock in space together.

You're so incredibly smart. Everytime I listen to you talk,I'm amazed at the amount of things that your brain has stored. It's like I'm listening to an audiobook of an encyclopedia- it's really awesome. I've learned so many little facts I would have never known without you, and I think that's really cool. Your interests are just really cool in general, I thank you for reigniting my childhood love of dinosaurs LOL and to discover that theres so many more than I thought at first?!?! jesus christ mind blown. Sorry im rambling and going off topic ohno

and you just know I have to talk about your art. Holy shit you are a talented artist. I fucking love your art so much I want to have a room in my house just filled with your art like a gallery I'm not even just saying this because youre my boyfriend either like if you were a complete stranger id feel the same way youre SO fucking talented please NEVER stop drawing youre SO GOOD AT IT AUGGGHHHHHH. AND YOU'RE SUCH A GOOD WRITER TOO- i love roleplaying with you or reading little things youve wrote about your creatures/etc... good lord youre just a talented worldbuilder Like i try to worldbuild but I always overthink- You think things through really well and typically add logical elements which makes it even more cool- I love it when i can imagine things in real life

OBLIGATORY PARAGRAPH ABOUT HOW HANDSOME YOU ARE- HOLY FUCK GOD ARE YOU HANDSOME. I know you dont think you are but everytime I look at you I literally feel like my eyes turn into hearts. God you are so fucking cute i could stare at you all day and never get bored. Your smile is brighter than the sun and i swear when I see u smile, my transition lenses start going dark cuz they think im outside!! Cuz ur bright like the sun!! You're a bundle of sunshine so like, that makes sense. You're absolutely adorable. I would kiss you all over your handsome face until my lips fall off!!!!! I cannot believe that you think youre ugly because whenever I look at you my heart melts, reforms, then explodes like fireworks!!!! I know im a hypocrite kinda because i dont think im attractive, but like, its different. Youre handsome ok?

Overall...god I love you. I honestly feel so lucky to have a boyfriend as amazing as you. I don't know what I did right in a past life to end up dating you in this one, but I'm glad I did it because now I'm with you :) You make me want to be a better person, hell, you have helped me to be a better person. You pushed me to go back to therapy, and i'm really glad you did lol. I'm honestly sorry you have to deal with my mental issues whenever im going through shit, you dont deserve that. But i'm really happy that despite that, you're still with me, and you still love me. And I still love you too. A bunch. A WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOLE bunch!!!!!!!!!! I love you so much I don't think I could fit it on a whole page ._. but thats okay.

Happy Valentines Day, Rian. I love you to the moon and back a billion times over ^3^ smooch!!